Constant State of Denial

This might be my last semester in UNSW, or should I say in Sydney. I do hope I manage to clear all my subjects and dont 'da-bao' any more modules. The current progress of all my subjects are fairly decent, so without any significant misfortune, I should be ok. And as the days go by, my heart feels heavy. The idea of staying in Sydney seems more like a dream now. Nevertheless, I still have SINGAPORE, and I needa go back and send my congratulation to Uncle Chiam. I have to admit I didnt think he will manage to pull another wabbit out of his hat! Well done Chiam!

I had a funny dream on friday. I thought of someone who i haven seen for ages. It kinda tickles my heart when I remember of the good times we shared together. It also make me wonder how did I let this relationship end up this way. I begin to ponder if it was ME. For the 1st time, I think the problem really lies with me. I dont really know what's wrong is it with me, but I just got this special ability to push people away when we are getting close only to desperately grasp hold of their shadows when they turn to leave. Sad huh? bah~

My last entry will be dedicated to my flattened Eugene. I applaud for his latest contribution he has done for the meek Street Gang. For the TWO days, he has cleaned and maintained the state of our place. Well done Eugene Ng, i will give ya a dental bone soonish. Last of all, I would like to welcome Angela NG into our Meeks Street family, i always believe you need a girl in house to keep the place clean. Not that they will know e cleaning, but their bfs will.. Muahahah .. Ciaoz!