What am I?

Where am i still in Sydney? i was supposed to go adelaide.. and i m still here.. fook shit .. i checked the air tix on sun and it was 290 for a return and i decided against booking before checking on the availablity for accomodation.. and today the price of the tix is 335 a whipping 45 dollars more.. and for a poor scholar like me .. i cant afford it .. i m beginning to wonder if i m ... a procrasinator? a indecisive freako? or a weak shit?!