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Today is the night for the SSA Eden Party. Some of my fellow uni-mates will be making their way down to Oxford Street for wild night of drinking and partying, or so they claimed. Anyway, i been to a few of this SSA party and sad to say, I dont really feel the hype. Prolly bcos i m a boring person. But tonight, i feel exceptionally low, prolly taking momentum from the lows of the past few days. I told Melvin I might be going down with him but back out last min. I feel bad. I feel i have lost my credibility. I have lost the trust my friends have in me. (mabbe i m thinking too much again *smacks my head repeatedly*)

To end this post, I would like to ask my fellow viewers a qn?
What is Trust? Does trust means having confidence in smth, eg God.? Does trust still exist when it is apply onto something negative?